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[09 Oct 2003|09:43pm] |
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What the fuck just happened to my last entry....?
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(Those who are even remotely fed up with my bitching, just don't read this.)
I'm really loathing my life at the moment, and I don't really know why. Things just suck...hard...right now.
I feel like my friends don't truly love me like they say they do. Nothing would be different if I just disappeared. I just wish the earth would swallow me. I know this seems extremely childish, but it feels like none of my friends want to spend time with me anymore. Like, I'm cool for about a week, then blah, no more. Everyones either more involved with a guy, or with other friends. I also feel like a couple of my friends don't have reason to be depressed, even though they are. I'm not saying I do, but they have perfect lives, and they don't realize it. I just want to pry open their eyes and scream ' LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE! I'D KILL FOR THIS!'
My mom was being nice again...till about 2 hours ago. And then she decided to be..herself...again. Whatever.
I just want someone to love me. I want to be held by someone who loves me...that will never happen. No one will ever truly love me.
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As long as your mouth is shut... You'll still be beautiful.
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| I'm not like the other girls. I can't take it like the other girls. |
[06 Oct 2003|07:11pm] |
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It's final. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _narcissistic is my new journal, and you all need to add me back on it, now even though I won't be writing in it until Monday.
& I have purple hair.
( Attack of the Purple Haired Loser )
Nothing extremely interesting happened in school today. I made a hick kid, Steven, listen to GlassJAw, and he said they weren't that bad. He made me listen to Garth Brooks in exchange. I almost vomited. Garth Brooks needs to die a slow & painful death. Si?
Dance was....painful. We did yoga. I hurt. Badly. All over. Someone come massage me. Preferably of the hot female/male variety. Any takers? ;)
Garbage - Version 2.0 is a surprisingly good CD. I didn't think I'd like it, but I've been listening to it for 3 hours now, so I obviously like it. That's not saying it's good, because I did listen to the badger song for 3 hours...but whatever. *shrugs*
Oh, I don't remember if I updated last night, but if I didn't, I got 4 new CD's.
Orgy - Candyass (To replace the CD that Kari broke...lol)
Garbage - Version 2.0
The Rocky Horror Picture Show Soundtrack
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GLASSJAW - WORSHIP & TRIBUTE. ASDFGHJKL!YYYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAYYYY.
*throws confetti & hands out cake*
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Mom- (Watching the Osbourne's, referring to Kelly) Is that Marilyn Manson? That freak you worship?
Me- Yes, mother. That's Marilyn Manson with and English accent & a vagina...
& I'm done.
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As long as your mouth is shut... You'll still be beautiful.
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| Friends Only. |
[07 Sep 2003|12:41pm] |
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From now on, my journal is Friends Only
Comment & Ask to be added.
< * > This is my journal, and I'll write about whatever I want, if you have a problem with this, remove me from your friends list, I'll be sure to do the same.
< * > If I don't know you in real life, then we must have at least a FEW interests in common.
< * > No grammar Nazi's. Sure, I make grammar mistakes, but I don't type like an idiot. Stop treating me like one. The only grammar nazi allowed in my journal is Mike.
< * > Ignoramus' need not apply.
< * > No judgement people. I get that enough from people I DON'T have as friends.
...Now that I'm done with my bitching, if your still here, then you deserve to be added. Comment away.
xo
-Liv
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